I missed you but I hate you........

When I made this blog...I have already at my hometown, Pekanbaru, Riau..
and the warnet play this song so loudly...... (9 in 10 scale)

I wanna sing the same.... I missed you but I hate you....., Hua..ha..ha..

Leaving Sydney is not as easy as I thought anymore. If my friend already mention this at the end oh his day at Sydney..
my euforia for getting together again with my family kept those feeling down.
After all the euforia passing by, I get stuck with surrounding condition.
I hope I can get my feet on the land again....
because after all these two days, I always complain about everything.
It is not a good habit...but I can not handle it sometimes...

PS: However, holiday in Bali is very nice...
Thanks for both of you guys (Wayan and Bakhri)
I have to manage with "well done" tanning
and for Ali...(bring ma is not a bad idea at all)
Xi..xi..xi..

Will go home....next two days.....

Hmmmmmmmm.....

My adventures in Aussie will be over soon
Next two days....
Will go home...

Evaluation :
Some of planning are success
A few is not...
But most of them are still in the middle of work
I hope they can be finished soon
with the good result...


Thanks a lot
for all friends who always be there for me
and make me
always feel like home

Another Good Bye........

This is one of the poem that I have found in my note...
It might be written ...one year ago.
It seems that it has
suitable moment again
these days.......

Leaving


When the time comes
I have to leave you

Don’t take it wrong
That is not what you do
There is nothing wrong between
You and me

I have to leave you
For a living

Like the leaves
Falling from branch of trees
When winter comes

My dear……………

"Pseudo" Graduation Day...

Some of Indonesian students in University of Sydney

Some of the international students in The Unversity of Sydney who have finished their study will return home at the end of this year. Therefore, ISSU make a "pseudo" Graduation Day for these students. The real graduation day is usually conducted in April.

Pseudo or Real....., this is a happy time...!!!

At the end..this is not a picture in the "jalan-jalan mode"

For this moment..let us say..hip..hip..horeeee

song for the soul...........

Only time

by: Enya

Who can say where the road goes,
Where the day flows, only time?

And who can say if your love grows,
As your hearth chose, only time?

Who can say why your heart sights,
As your live flies, only time?

And who can say why your heart cries
when your love lies, only time?

Who can say when the roads meet,
That love might be ,in your heart?

and who can say when the day sleeps,
and the night keeps all your heart?
Night keeps all your heart.....

Who can say if your love groves,
As your heart chose, only time?

And who can say where the road goes
Where the day flows, only time?

Who knows?
Only time

Who knows?
Only time

Dolly Parton's song

Sometimes I feel that
some "old songs" had influenced some part of my life
he..he..
to make it easier for me
I put some dolly parton's songs here
so I don'have to go searching in the UT anymore

You Are....


Just When I Need You Most...



Just When I Need You Most...(another version by Randy Vanwarmer)




Me and Little Andi



Hmm..they bring back all the memories...

Selamat Idul Fitri 1428 H

Selamat Idul Fitri 1428 H

Mohon Maaf Lahir Bathin

the picture was taken at Glebe Point, Sydney

when the night of the first Syawal 1428 H came down

Kangen.........

Kangen pulang..
kangen mendengar suara beduk

Kangen mendengar celotehan-celotehan
tangan-tangan kecil ketika berkumpul
membuka kulit kacang

Kangen mendengar suara
krompyang..., teriakan gaduh
pasukan kecil mengganggu adonan kue

Kangen melihat
kebengongan ibu ketika menyadari
Kue yang dimasaknya tinggal separo

Kangen untuk jadi cerewet lagi
mengerahkan pasukan kecil untuk membersihkan rumah
dan menyadari hasilnya malah
tak berubah dari keadaan sebelumnya

Hah...
hal-hal yang paling menyebalkan disaat-saat menjelang lebaran dulu pun
saat ini ku kangeni......
Hiks...

Cell suicide

Is it a new term? No., it is a normal situation which will happen on most of cell. Mostly, they call this cell action as “Apoptosis”. Other just called these phenomena as programmed cell death.

source : http://www.scq.ubc.ca/wp-content/uploads/2006/07/Apoptosis.gif

What the special case on this apoptosis? The main one is they do not cause any harm effect for the other systems and cells. So there will be no toxic effect and some content of the cell can be used for other cell regeneration.

Toxic effect..?,
for example is cell death on infection will cause some inflammatory reaction, you will feel sick, because cell will release chemistry content which will induce this inflammatory reaction. This will not happened in apoptosis. The cell will shrink and the component of the cell will degenerate.

Is it hard to imagine?
... No.., the simple example of apoptosis is de-squamosa of our skin cell. You feel nothing, don’t you?. There is no pain, no reaction, although the old cell skins are death and become “the dirt” on your body surface.

Induced cell death?...,
For example is the pus on inflammatory reaction. It will cause pain, fever and other reaction in our body. Another example is the effect of chemotherapy on cancer patient. They feel very uncomfortable even sick and pain.

Recently, researchers got more and more interested in these phenomena, as apoptosis is happened not only in a normal cell but also in “potential cancer cell”.

source : http://www.lifesci.dundee.ac.uk

This process might be the answer of “magically disappeared cancer” in some cases. Unfortunately, there is still not direct answer for the main factors of these processes. Researches have been trying to get the hypotheses on so many cascades or pathways in the cells which might contribute for these processes.

Hmm…, nature has their own way to keep their secret. However, this can be a miracle, if the dominant factor was founded…you can imagine, how happy the cancer patient should be.

Cancer cell could be “motivated” to do cell suicide. A cancer cell will be a dead cell without giving any harm effect to the patient.

What a milestone it could be..!!!

Still a lot of homework to do…

Lateral Thinking.......(Think Outside The Box)

A man walked into a bank in New York City one day and asked for the
loan officer.

He told the loan officer that he was going to Philippines on business
for two weeks and needed to borrow $5,000. The bank officer told him
that the bank would need some form of security for the loan.

Then the man handed over the keys to a new Ferrari parked on the
street in front of the bank. He produced the title and everything
checked out The loan officer agreed to accept the car as collateral
for the loan.The bank's president and its officers all enjoyed a good
laugh at the guy for using a $250,000 Ferrari as collateral against a
$5,000 loan.

An employee of the bank then drove the Ferrari into the bank's
underground garage and parked it there.Two weeks later, the guy
returned, repaid the $5,000 and the interest, which came to $15.41.

The loan officer said, "Sir, we are very happy to have had and this
transaction has worked out very nicely, but we are a little puzzled.
While you were away, we checked you out and found that you are a multi
millionaire. What puzzles us is, why would you bother to borrow
"$5,000.

The millionaire replied: "Where else in New York City can I park my
car for $15.41 and expect it to be there when I return"

Well thats how the rich stay rich, they know a lot more about Money
Management. All the millionaires I have met in my life were penny
wise. Look after your cents and the Dollars will look after
themselves.

(Source: Nurul and the gank........)

Darwin theory...?

Wakakakkkkk.....

Catatan kecil hari ini……….

Jangan cemburu padaku adik kecil…
Aku bukanlah seseorang yang pantas untuk dicemburui

Mungkin dirimu melihat diriku selalu
Dikelilingi cahaya sinar bintang di langit
Tapi tahukah dirimu..
Cahaya itu sebenarnya saling berjauhan..
Mereka menyimpan lukanya sendiri-sendiri

Jangan cemburu padaku adik kecil
Jangan pantulkan sinar ketusmu

Mungkin dirimu melihat diriku selalu
Memberikan senyum seakan dunia tak akan berakhir
Kamu hanya belum tahu diriku
Setiap garis senyumku terukir dari luka yang paling dalam
Dalam beberapa hari terakhir

Jangan cemburu padaku adik kecil
Katakan padanya isi hatimu..

Diriku…hmmm
Aku mempunyai cerita lain..bukan dengan dirinya
Mungkin suatu saat kelak kita bisa berbagi

Ketika dirimu bisa mengerti aku


(Source:Everywhere, For: a shy and jealous lady...)

Yesterday.................

Where am I...?

Just wanna listen to this song...
can feel it.......................




MISSY HIGGINS LYRICS

"Where I Stood"

I don't know what I've done
Or if I like what I've begun
But something told me to run
And honey you know me it's all or none

There were sounds in my head
LIttle voices whispering
That I should go and this should end
Oh and I found myself listening

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood

See I thought love was black and white
That it was wrong or it was right
But you ain't leaving without a fight
And I think I am just as torn inside

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood

And I won't be far from where you are if ever you should call
You meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at all
But you taught me how to trust myself and so I say to you
This is what I have to do

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood
Oh, she who dares to stand where I stood

Perjalanan...

Merenungi kembali
Langkah yang pernah kutapakkan

Letih terkadang..
Ingin menghapus saat2 luka
Ingin mengulang saat2 bahagia

Terkadang ragu..
Terus maju, mundur, atau belok kanan, kiri..

Atau tetap berada di posisi ternyaman
Walau itu kadang berarti
Berhenti

Password Thief..........

Trauma dengan kejadian yang sama pagi ini..

Tiba-tiba yahoo menganggap passwordku salah lagi..
Kalang kabut deh..
Tp beda dgn yang pertama aku langsung matiin komputer
gak nyoba masukin password berulang2 seperti dulu..

Setelah browsing beberapa sumber u atasi masalah ini
dapat disimpulkan 2 langkah sederhana (tanpa harus pasang program lain maksudnya..)
1. Jika program minta re-log-in address dan password, gak usah diisi...skip aja, kalau mau masuk ke program yang bersangkutan, langsung ke main menu aja lagi.
2. Rajin ganti password...!!!

Re-log-in, bisa jadi adalah akal2annya thief password, mereka mengirim HTML palsu yang mirip banget (identik kali) dengan yang punya jaringan (yahoo, gmai dll). Ibaratnya pancing, HTML ini akan membuat orang lain terkecoh dan memasukkan passwordnya dengan suka rela (dasar maling...!!!huh).
Sekalinya dapat, mereka akan bebas mengakses mail...dan bahkan merubah identitas
asli yang punya (yang terjadi padaku..hiks).
jadi mail account kita akan menghilang selamanya.

Udah deh..gak mau jatuh di lobang yang sama
Waspada...waspada...

Matahari dan Rembulan.......

Hmm..ini bukan kisah romantis..
He..he..
Jangan terkecoh..

Hanya hasil jepretan 2 MP handphone di Luna Park
Saat matahari bersinar terik
Angin dingin bertiup kencang

What a pity..!!!
Luna Parknya tutup..
Hiks...

What an innocent world...

Ha..ha..ha..





Sleepy.....





Ha..ha..ha..

Who I am..?

Reflection

by Christina Aguilera

Look at me

You may think you see who I really am

But you'll never know me

Ev'ry day

It's as if I play a part

Now I see

If I wear a mask

I can fool the world

But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see

Staring straight back at me?

When will my reflection show

Who I am inside?

I am now

In a world where I have to hide my heart

And what I believe in

But somehow

I will show the world

What's inside my heart

And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see

Staring straight back at me?

Why is my reflection someone I don't know?

Must I pretend that I'm

Someone else for all time?

When will my reflection show

Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be free to fly

That burns with a need to know the reason why

Why must we all conceal

What we think

How we feel

Must there be a secret me

I'm forced to hide?

I won't pretend that I'm

Someone else

For all time

When will my reflection show

Who I am inside?

When will my reflection show

Who I am inside?

The Winner..........

Ha..ha..

I understand now..

That most of the time..

The Winner is not always be the strongest, the best...

But...

Someone in the right place, time and situation...

You will get it after watching these stories...

So...

Do Not Give Up....!!!!!

SNAIL DREAM...




INSECT RACE

LOVE STORY
L

Got It Now???????????........

Curhat.....

Hmmm......Pada suatu hari yang cerah..

aku sedang berdiri memandang pekarangan luar....

Rasanya pengen curhat..

Hmm


akhirnya ada yang mau dengerin curhatku...


hmm..karena masalahnya agak sensitif..

maka aku curhat sambil menunduk malu....

Eh...akhirnya malah gantian dia yang curhat.panjang lebar.....

Perbandingan waktunya 1:10 kali

(1 untukku : 10 untuknya)

Hiks.......................

Hmm...akhirnya agak sedikt lega...


Kayaknya dia juga lega...


Udah bisa senyum lagi ketika kami berpisah..


(Mungkin masalahnya yang banyak itu udah


tercurahkan semua ya..?, aku sampai lupa


saking banyaknya, hi.hi...)







NB : Kisah iseng ketika melihat koleksi foto featherdale..

Ayo...semangat..!!!

Hidup..
Kadang masalah datang ..
beruntun sekalian..

Hmmmmphhh.grhhh...
....

Kalau lagi begini biasanya nyari biografi seseorang yang bisa memicu semangat lagi..
Pilihan kali ini ama Sir Robert Branson




Kenal gak..?..itu lho bosnya "Virgin"

Lahir tahun 50an..dari keluarga biasa di Inggris. Branston menderita disleksia (kesulitan memngenal huruf dan membaca), sehingga otomatis sulit adaptasi di sekolah..
dapat nilai akademis selalu buruk. Umur 16 tahun dropout sekolah..
Salutnya lagi...keluar sekolah bukan menjadikan dirinya sia-sia..tapi ini malah menjadi cambukan dia buat melahirkan majalah "Student" dan berhasil. Dia juga mendirikan Student advisory council. Two thumbs up!!!!...pada umur 17 tahun.

Branston menjadi leader ekonomi dgn mottonya untuk memberikan pelayanan dalam harga yang lebih terjangkau dibandingkan yang lain. Bisnisnya dimulai dengan menjual kaset discount dari bak belakang mobilnya. Hal ini diperolehnya dengan meng"cut" jalur penjualan kaset sehingga kaset bisa dijual jauh dengan harga yang lebih murah dari rata2 saat itu.
Dari sinilah lahir nama "Virgin"

Tidak semua usahanya berhasil..., suatu saat ia pernah ditangkap. Masalahnya dia menjual kaset yang untuk diimport (mgkn lebih murah ya..?). Kerugiannya=mulai usaha dari awal + dibantu ibunya yan menggadaikan rumah mereka untuk bayar denda.

Kenapa Virgin berhasil?...

Jawabannya karena perusahaan ini mengandalkan pegawai di "bottom level" dan menghilangkan formality...

"Branson has been tagged as a "transformational leader" in the management lexicon, with his maverick strategies and his stress on the Virgin Group as an organization driven on informality and information, one that is bottom-heavy rather than strangled by top-level management"

Jiwanya yang unik dan flamboyan membuat Bronson juga ikutan film (walaupun sebagai figuran numpang lewat)..., membuat dokumenter keliling dunia dengan balon dan pesawat terbang, dan terkadang keterlaluan. Hmm misinya tahun 2009 mendirikan travel pariwsata keluar angkasa dengan "Virgin Galactic"-nya



Yeah..nothing is perfect

Yang menarik jika dibandingkan ama orang kaya di Indonesia..
kayanya dia gak gila hormat.....gak gila sanjungan....

Mungkin karena pribadinya yang unik dan setengah gila itu kali ya....

Wow..rumahnya unik..satu pulau bo..
dengan gaya..yang Hmm 90 % Indonesia (Jawa dan Bali)... ada yang pake atap rumbia
he..he..


Richard Branson- Necker Island - More amazing videos are a click away

"My immortal"

Sometimes..
We just could not run away..
Could not...



My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

Little Angel

Bravo....Connie

She is an adorable angel



She is singing this song
purely... beautifully...




Connie...
Thanks for brighten up my day...

Jealous

Jealous……..

I wish that I take my Biochemistry degree here…
Oh My God…

Today …….., there is a course in Centennary Institute, near RPAH Sydney…
They were talking about fluorescence in microscopy and flow cytometri

We could get an image of unknown cell,




by giving different types of fluorescence which can coupled with specific protein (antibody reaction),

count them,

and sometimes try to get 3 dimensions on that cell…

You can see it here... firts give green fuorescence....and add another fluorescence..

Voila...

You get an image of a cell




They can even scattered the image.....

so you can get 3 D of the cell

Hiks…

If I were a surgeon, this is just like having CT-Scan (3D) for my diagnosis…

a break.......

Some "other views" during this boring assignment and rainy winter seasons.........

Woman in Art


Van Gogh...stary night...


However....it still feel....
Hmmmmm...
Huah......

I missed home...

Stairway to heaven..my story

Hmmmm..... jadi ingat masa2 dulu ketika melihat video klipnya Led Zeppelin tadi pagi..



Stairway to Heaven....
sebenernya gak hapal juga lagunya
tapi dulu..maniak banget denger gitarnya..



Belajar main gitar..untuk menaklukkan satu bait aja...
tandingan ama temen2 sekost2an
patah hati..
jari udah lecet2..masih dikira dangdutan... (Hiks)
jadi salut ama si kecil Maxdad disebelah yg bisa menaklukkan lagu ini dgn mudahnya..
(bravo..!!) Sory...klip sikecil bisa dilihat di
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TMQQOxIZNQ4

Hmm.lagu in kontroversial...sebagian orang percaya kalau dibaliknya ada pesan2 tersembunyi...
lha di dalam syairnya ada clue.." sometimes words have two meanings"
percaya..gak percaya... sebagian orang memutarnya kembali backwards..
ada syair yg jelas...



Jenius...kalau ini emang benar2 terencanakan..
Led Zeppelin dengan keras telah membantah berita ini...mereka bukan satanist..
Parahnya lagi..berita ini telah membuat patah hati penggemarnya Led Z...sampai ada yang bunuh diri..(bego amat ya..?)

Bagaimanapun...perlu diakui kalau musiknya (terutama gitarnya) emang bagus..
Backwards or Forwards...

Perjuangan

Berjuang tanpa ada kekerasan pada umumnya lebih berhasil. Hmmm...susah memang..kalau lagi mempunyai masalah...mau marah..tapi menahan emosi..

Biasanya terasa lebih baik..kalau semua ditumpahkan..

Tapi kadang akibatnya...
Rusaknya..jauh dari yang dapat dibayangkan..

walau kadang tujuan tercapai..tapi..pengorbanannya kadang tidak sebanding



Hari ini..jalan ke Quadrangle-nya Sydney...

ada ribuan gambar tangan..
katanya..."the island of hands" tujuannya untuk mengumpulkan dukungan..bagi pendidikan murid2 pribumi..

Hmm.... suatu cara demo yang manis
indah..tidak merusak..tapi mengandung pesan yg kuat..

ikutan juga..nempelin nama di tangan itu..

bisa gak belajar seperti ini..?
marah..tp keluarnya manis dan tidak merusak orang lain..



Jadi ingat Gandhi dengan perlawanan diamnya....
Gandhi memerdekakan India dengan Satyagraha..perlawanan terhadap tirani penjajah dengan mogok masal tanpa kekerasan (ahimsa)....

Perjuangan yang seperti ini menginspirasi semua bangsa saat itu untuk mendukung kemerdekaan India.

Wah.kayanya sulit banget...
bisa gak ya seperti itu?

Let's sing.....!

Shania Twain, OC (born Eilleen Regina Edwards, August 28, 1965, Windsor, Ontario) is a Canadian singer and songwriter in the country and pop music genres. Her third album Come on Over is the biggest-selling album of all time by a female artist, and the best-selling album in the history of country music.She is the only female artist to have three albums certified Diamond by the RIAA, and has earned five Grammy awards and nearly forty BMI Songwriter awards. She is married to rock producer Robert John "Mutt" Lange, and they have a six-year old son, Eja. Twain and her family currently reside in Switzerland and New Zealand.

Wanna sing with her?









The end.. If You're happy now

No Words....

......................................................

Missing..........

Longing

Come to me in my dreams, and then

By day I shall be well again.

For then the night will more than pay

The hopeless longing of the day.

Come, as thou cam'st a thousand times,

A messenger from radiant climes,

And smile on thy new world, and be

As kind to others as to me.

Or, as thou never cam'st in sooth,

Come now, and let me dream it truth.

And part my hair, and kiss my brow,

And say My love! why sufferest thou?

Come to me in my dreams, and then

By day I shall be well again.

For then the night will more than pay

The hopeless longing of the day

Music

Music can across the boundaries of language. Most of the time, we do not have to understand the language to like the song or the music. It is quite interesting......!!

Actually, I found this song accidentally while I was trying to find Maksim video in You-tube. this is the love of the first "listening". Hmmm... Do you like it too?

"Soulmate......."

Aduh...

Gak Nyana..ternyata soulmateku Orlando Bloom..

Enikarmila Asni LOVES Orlando Bloom

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Love Level: 95%

Name 1:
Name 2:

Loves-O-Meter
From Go-Quiz.com

My Future Plan.......

My Future Plan…………..



Firstly…. I will make moon as my private place….. They can travel with NASA but they
can not land on my moon……






Get the best view ….My house should have the best view of Earth and Galaxies











You can say that my pet is ugly…but can’t you see the confidence in his smile…?












The best defense to protect me 24 hour….

My cup….hmmm should be made of the best diamond…

The best fresh water for the toilet ….

And… best toilet paper….

Haaa…there she is…my maid…who always provide the best service for me..

My car…should be hand washes with maximum security…so no body will take the gold… ….

My Fantastic Laptop…., with Multiple Core Intel IX…RAM 30 GB..

The best perfume for my pool….

One of my houses and one of my cars…( I have all the colors type…)

Having a “nice shot” at my private golf park…..of course with my mate.. Tiger wood..

My playground………....

Hmmm.... still ...., I will promised my self to be a good friend to you all...
he..he.. enjoy this song..

Live..

If tomorrow never comes..

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How can you be so sure about something?....


Some people that I asked just give me the answer….
Sometimes…it is unexplainable
You just feel it..

But the others said that..
Honestly.., They are not always confident to make a decision
They just give their best effort in every chance, every occasion..

The opportunity is not always come everyday..
That they said..

So how we know that it is the opportunity or a treat..?

One wise man said that.
It is just the same..
An opportunity or a treat is just on the side we see it…

Even a bad treat can be a good opportunity..

Everything in our lives is opportunities
Our time…, our words
Even .. life is an opportunity…
Sometimes

We just forget it….



(from : wise source on Anzac day.........Happy B'day Daddy...I missed you...)

BYJ

Ada yang suka Bae Yong Jun...?

It's me....!!!

"Grazier Union Cinema"

Hmmm..

Lagi capek diburu assignment
lagi Bete..

Hasilnya
buruan extravaganza di YouTube..


Enjoy....

Jerry McGuire ..(kasihan Tom Cruise...)


Basic Instict...(siapa sih yang tega bandingin Aming ama Sharon Stone..?)


Mask of Zorro ...(Antonio Memelas...he..he)


Charlie Angels... (Vs Tora..)

Reflection

Reflection…..

What is that..?.

Actually this is not a new word, but in the form of assignment…
Hmmm..I never got this kind of assignment until now..
This month…all of our subject and topics talk “in this term”. Reflection..

What is reflection anyway..

Human self-reflection is the capacity of humans to exercise introspection and the willingness to learn more about our fundamental nature, purpose and essence. The earliest historical records demonstrate the great interest which humanity has had in itself. Human self-reflection invariably leads to inquiry into the human condition and the essence of humankind as a whole… (that what wikipedia said)

Looking to self introspection, we will see ourself in the mirror..
And hopefully…we will see..

What the good and the bad side of us..

The purpose of self reflection is to facilitate the development of our self… of course for the better one..

Sometimes, we need other people to give some feedback as a way to get better self reflection.

This kind of feedback, you can refer it as a “ kiss” for sleeping beauty to wake up.. Or a “kiss” to prince frog to become a charming prince..

But becareful in giving feedback…, sometimes it can hurt people..
You have to know who is the sleeping one..

Bad feedback….hmmm..this little bro can be a dangerous one..

Sad Angel

Angel

Spend all your time waiting

for that second chance

for a break that would make it okay

there's always one reason

to feel not good enough

and it's hard at the end of the day

I need some distraction

oh beautiful release

memory seeps from my veins

let me be empty

and weightless and maybe

I'll find some peace tonight

in the arms of an angel

fly away from here

from this dark cold hotel room

and the endlessness that you fear

you are pulled from the wreckage

of your silent reverie

you're in the arms of the angel

may you find some comfort there

so tired of the straight line

and everywhere you turn

there's vultures and thieves at your back

and the storm keeps on twisting

you keep on building the lie

that you make up for all that you lack

it don't make no difference

escaping one last time

it's easier to believe

in this sweet madness oh

this glorious sadness

that brings me to my knees

in the arms of an angel

fly away from here

from this dark cold hotel room

and the endlessness that you fear

you are pulled from the wreckage

of your silent reverie

you're in the arms of the angel

may you find some comfort there

you're in the arms of the angel

may you find some comfort here